again. Lyrics

If I clean my room

Do you think I find my will to live?

It's been lost in the piles of laundry I forget to fold

And hidden under empty cups

And I think I remember seeing it under my desk somewhere

But I couldn't seem to make the trip out of my bed

I'm going to check the next three tomorrows

And after that I'll check some memories of you from years ago

But I haven't found anything there since our last conversation

I once looked for it in my mother's arms

And found that she was looking, too

Maybe I'll find it when I brush my teeth today

Is it hidden in the water that flows down the drain?

But if not, I'll pray again

I'll try again

I'll cry to god one more time

I'll bargain if I must

What can I give?

I'm empty handed and rotten inside

And I have nothing to offer so forgive me if I beg

Hold me tightly to your chest

I'm looking for something to fill mine

Hold me tightly to your chest

I'm looking for something to fill mine

But if not, I'll pray again

I'll try again

I'll cry to god one more time