heartbroken Lyrics

Yeah I'm tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve

Cause I just went out again and got hurt

I thought we'd be together forever until we were in the dirt

You came in fast, like a lightning bolt

I never thought you'd get me to fall for you and then bolt

I still remember them nights with my hand around your throat

Then you changed, slowly distancing yourself

And I hoped

That we'd get through it

Until that one night you told me that you just can't do it

My love for you was real and I just wanted to prove it

But you're still hurting from the past, and you're trying not to lose it

I get it girl

I wish I could pick up the pieces to your heart and put them back together

Heal you with my touch and say we're always going to be together

It sucks cause to me we had a real bond

No trauma bond, but something real

I saw us going to infinity and beyond

But now I don't even know how to respond

You say we're good friends now

And I don't know how to accept that

Cause I want you next to me more than anything and I hope you get that

Yeah, look

I miss you so much

But I know I can't say it

I'm trying to hide all of my feeling for you girl and I hate it

It's all for you though cause I want you to make it

And really heal and be happy so I guess for now I just got to fake it

You showed me what life could be like with you and now I can't un-see it

It felt like the end was coming I just didn't want to believe it

You started replying with shorter texts

I was missing you physically it was more than sex

It was just being with you

And you were thinking about your ex

Meanwhile I'm thinking about our future

So I'm sorry for not realizing how much pain you were in sooner

I thought we had perfect timing but I wish I would've met you a lot sooner

I know you want to go through this alone

But I wish I could come

Cause I know how much we could've grown

Damn and now you no longer hitting my phone

I want to reach out, but I know you'd rather be alone

So I guess I'm going to let you go

I just wish you would say don't

You're so beautiful

I just want to say sorry for not making you feel more loved

I know you're in pain

I should've squeezed harder when we hugged

Maybe even if I did, it wouldn't of been enough

Cause you're still hurt from the way your last love

left you feeling unworthy and in the mud

So you feel like you'll never be enough

Cause you got battle scars

But to me you shine brighter than all the stars

I just wish you would've let me in

Cause I would've took care of ours

I had no back up plan

It was just supposed to be you and me

It felt so right when you were next to me

I felt so at home

So yeah it's going to be hard to let go of my Destiny

But I'm going to try

Cause they say if you love someone set them free

Maybe you'll come back to me

You know where I'll be

I know how it may seem, but I'm not mad at you

Yeah I may be upset but that's only cause I really care for you

And I wish I could've done more

You think you got to go through war alone

But you don't

If you need me just hit my phone