Afena Lyrics

I need Afena

Woman that encourage me to be a better me

I need her

Right here while I'm going thru all these different Ephesians

Showing me why self care is important, Noxzema

I promise I won't do no half steppin' when I meet her

It's tearing when you lose something you grew to have a passion for

Lost myself in the mix to make shit happen

She see my struggle and she ask

What you happy for? Showing love aint gon make up for you slacking

Ima hustler at heart dont need no practice

When I do something I'm outdoing average

You gon' find out when I trip out all my baggage

Ion wanna be the head of my relationships

Cus my loyalty and love aint got no limit

Missed a call from my dawg the day he overdosed

I guess he was tryna get out of his feelings

If I answered would he did it? I left Trapp out in my city

Shoulda warned him niggas grimy and he got shot at over envy

Only thang my lil whoop can do for me

Is fuck me good and call me daddy

But that pussy aint good enough to keep me happy

Cus I got real life situations dat Im facing

and Im overcoming tragic

So much shit going on right now

Its normal for a nigga to have some bad shit happen

And so I tell her

No matter how much shit get better

Im prepared for the worse and the worse

Has yet to come

And I can't fathom what it's gon' be like

Before it's all said and done

Tied hands like a monk

Blindedfolded how I'm walking thru this Journey

Like I'm John , and Jesus, I meant Muhammed putting his life

On the line for us to Overcome

How the fuck I'm 'pose to cope with dat?

Fuck dat, If he going

Im going and Im going the extra mile

Cus thats my brother , dats my round

Dats my thug , that's my Found

Dats my ground-zero cus we both

Started from the ground

WTF I look like livin' dis lavish life

Wit his gone

He deserve it too

And his kids and moms too

Fuck it I get buried too , Ima tell the truth

It ain't no more solid niggas out dis bitch

Nigga, We done sacrificed when we aint even had shit

But triggers, and pulled them bitches for niggas

That eventually switched

I need Afena but I want a witch

Put a curse on all fuck niggas

For every time they showed to be some fuck niggas

Fuck nigga, I showed love and ain't expect none back

I guess times do change cus dat time I gave

I want dat back

Smokin roaches killin rats, Burning snakes in the grass

I got hate in my heart but it dont

Compare to the love I had in the past

It wasnt love it was lust

Cus love takes two people and the other one didnt trust

But my loyalty a buck

And I see now how much I really fucked up

Afena , I need ya

I need someone to hug

Im callin you right now cus my mama

Aint make amends for a thug

I mean we still have conversation

But Im awaiting for her love

Being patient for her Love

Just Like you told me "If it's bad for ya

Stay away from it Love

Cus yo heart big enough for the world to

Run away wit some love", and they

Take from me Love

Dont wanna break from me Love

What ima do wit all these emotions I got built up

Afena, I need ya, Im screaming

Im calling your name but Ian gettn no answer

I just wanna know

Like WTF Im pose to do

How the fuck Im pose to grow

Wit all these people tryna bring me down

And they keep talkin down on my name

I expect you to feel the same

But I know You aint never felt dis pain

Afena