When Everything Changed ft. New One Lyrics

why do they ask

why can’t they see

not enough time has gone by and I'm still not me

they don’t understand

the burden I bear

why were you taken so soon it's just not fair

do they know

does it show

is it written all over my face

I just want to get through this with a little grace

so I break down

when I know there's no one around

turn down the lights sit in the dark

pray to god to please make this pain stop

then I'll be strong

do my best to try to move on

from an ordinary day when everything changed

the doctors have said

the counselors have spoke

but they're not the ones who've lost faith in everything they know

is all of this real

is it just a bad dream

will I wake up in bed turn my head and see you next to me

everyday

I find ways

to get back to regular life

but sometimes I give up the fight

and I break down

when I know there's no one around

turn down the lights sit in the dark

pray to god to please make this pain stop

then I'll be strong

do my best to try to move on

but I'm still re-living that day when everything changed

I can hear the sound of your voice smell the scent of your clothes

everybody listens but nobody knows

time can heal wounds but the past will leave scars

oh my god can you hear me I'm crying out loud

break down

when I know there's no one around

turn down the lights sit in the dark

pray to god to please make this pain stop

then I'll be strong

do my best to try to move on

from an ordinary day when everything changed

so many things that I wish I could say on that ordinary day

when everything changed