Love & War Lyrics

It's kinda hard saying this shit to your face so I do it over snares and bass

I said it's kinda hard saying this shit to your face so I do it over snares and bass

I should've known from the start

Once we had chosen our path, we'd soon be growing apart

From rollin up in the park, watching stars after dark

To broken hearts, and acting like we'd leave it all in the past

I get it

My best friends always try to see the best in me

Meet someone, rehearse lines and sell them a dream

Knowin' when I leave, she'll be rolling in the deep

Going therapy, her tears running like a stream

Its vicious but all is fair in love & war, and I'm not aiming to please

I came to compete, that's just the way that I've been

Too many people wore me out like accessories

Too many people I shoulda never gave access to me

But your belief in me was all I needed

You saw potential in me, but you're not here to see me achieve it

We came in this together but it seems like now you're leaving

It's hard for me to speak on it but that's just how I'm feeling,

For real

It's kinda hard saying this shit to your face so I do it over snares and bass

I said it's kinda hard saying this shit to your face so I do it over snares and bass

You idolise influencers screaming self-love

Claiming they self-made, yappin' bout self help

And you yourself swear, it's for your welfare

Hiding behind self-care, to justify being selfish

When you don't water grass, it looks greener on the other side

So you swipe swipe swipe with a wandering eye

Wondering why, it's all small talk

Come tell me all your deepest secrets you don't share with other people

Too worried how they'll perceive you, like how your father would beat you

And never treated your mum equal

Childhood demons, you dream of, that manifest into people you sleep with

Grew up thinking this the type of love you needed

So am I the reason? You go out every evening? Taking pictures in that dress you know is so revealing?

Or am I the reason? You're still in your feelings? Posting quotes to your story about spiritual healing?

Am I the reason? Wait… was I the reason?

It's kinda hard saying this shit to your face so I do it over snares and bass

But when it's all said and done, I guess we're really both the same

I got some healing to do

From conversation everyday to never speakin again

I wanna know where we stand, are we still even friends?

You always craved the type of love that your family holds

So why you searching for a soulmate through an app on your phone?

When we broke it off, you said you were happy alone

But I guess you're happy acting from the actions you show

Blackout drunk with my bredrins

Blackout drunk in my room

Champagne problems get expensive

But I still sip it like Juice

XO Henny, took too many

Dance with the devil on her bedsheets

I tell my lil baby please don't sleep

Cause I hate sleeping alone