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I'm ripping off my skin

And watching

My punished body is bleeding

I'm worthy of it

I'm embarrased of myself

Can't fight it

Can't eat a fucking thing

But mouth's watering

I

I'm sick if I'm hungry

And I

Can't stand myself when I'm talking

I'm a fucking mess

Stop pretending

Say it now or when you can't like me

I need to take pills to sleep

'Cause I can't shut my brain off

And I

I'm sick if I'm lonely

And I

Can't stand myself when I'm happy

Or when I'm scared

I'm scarred, my heart

Or when I cry

Can't love

I can't even play guitar

I try so hard to change my mind

I can't, I hate every single part

And I

I

I can't get away

You think that you hate me

You should see how I treat myself

I'm my own reason to go to hell

I'm digging my own grave