ur doing well Lyrics

She doesn't luv me anymore

So I'm walking away, right out that door

I might just take my own life

Yeah, I'm so damn bored..

I looked God in the eyes and I begged no more

You put me through hell

But I'm tellin' myself not to let my thoughts dwell

Yeah, I need some help

I look in the mirror, looking back is a shell

I heard you're doing well

You told me goodbye and now I hate myself

I'm glad you're doing well

I'm glad you're doing well

Now I don't have a heart

I'm alone in the dark

Yeah, you ripped me apart

Shoulda known from the start

(..That you'd rip me apart)

You stab through my back when I let down my guard

Yeah, I was unarmed

You cut me so deep, it left more than a scar

But I luv the harm!

I just can't let go of the luv that we sowed

I need it, you know?

'Cause my heart feels so cold

I think that I sold my soul

I keep on tellin' 'em no

But I've lost all control and I don't feel any hope

And I'm hopin' I die tonight

'Cause I don't wanna see ppl

I don't wanna see life

I just wanna be closer

Yeah, that's what i told her

But I died in October

Now she's never sober

She lost all her composure

A familiar odor brings a tear to her eyes

We can't get any lower

I'm mixin' uppers and downers

Crush these pills into powder

Take it straight to the face

Because I can't live without her

I'm so sick of everything

Don't even wanna sing

I don't like anything

You make me wanna scream

I saw you in my dreams

Now I don't wanna sleep

Please just leave me be

You smell liquor on my breath

And my cigarettes

Baby, I'm a mess

I gotta confess

The voice inside my head

Fills me up with dread

And makes me long for death

You put me through hell

But I'm tellin' myself not to let my thoughts dwell

Yeah, I need some help

I look in the mirror, looking back is a shell

I heard you're doing well

You told me goodbye and now I hate myself

I'm glad you're doing well

I'm glad you're doing well