You're looking inside for something you're doomed never to find in me Lyrics

You're looking inside for something you're doomed to never find in me

You're looking inside for something you're doomed to never find in me

Growth never comes without pain

Fruit never grows without rain

I never lived until I put your expectations to death

I'll never be what you perceive

Looking through the glass doesn't witness me

Keeping friends closed off like an enemy

Unfortunate twist is keeping poor company

And now that I am grown,

From when you were all I'd ever known

I've gained some time to analyze

Step back and just realize now

Begging your pardon, darling

Weeds overtake your garden

I loved until I no longer recognized those eyes

We're done but barely started

We end up broken-hearted

Not afraid to speak my truth, over living lies

Not as simple as a mess

Or a kinda fucked up slip of tongue

This is what's left

When the want

outweighs capacity baby

I don't know what you want from me lately

You're looking inside for something you're doomed to never find in me

You're looking inside for something you're doomed to never find in me

And now that I am grown,

From when you were all I'd ever known

I've gained some time to analyze

Step back and just realize now

Begging your pardon, darling

Weeds overtake your garden

I loved until I no longer recognized those eyes

We're done but barely started

We end up broken-hearted

Not afraid to speak my truth, over living lies