Rock Bottom Lyrics

I feel like the wall is closing

Every time I think

I deserve a bit of respect for the work that I'm doing

Not even from the government with their worthless check

Cause of the inflation

Yeah I'm already in dept

I feel like we overslept

Over the problem of the motherfucking life today

Cause I can't intercept

I'm filled up full of rage, 'specially when I'm engaged

I'm not in the time of when my fucking father was alive cause I aged

Still need to be looking for answers, maybe I need to ask nicer

Feel like I will blow up with this

Or even I will see that motherfucking facebook poster

Only think that I'm a fucking liar, just to see me piss

Life is comming like the money is the most important thing

Cause if you just have a thousand bucks still be living in a trailer

Or in a road

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill

That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal

That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here

'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill

That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal

That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here

'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear

My life is full of broken dreams and promises

Hopping every day things look up, but I never found a job openings

I feel discouraged and damaged

Living in this apartment

Since I lost that other job

It is been an asshole to managed

I feel so sick of playing that game

Almost everybody are feel like the same

Still looking at the window of the store

Still dreaming of having the thing in the corner

I'm ashamed, still looking at the people who can afford

And when you want something bad they come at you so that you can be lower

Cause words never came

And when they came out I still go back stronger

Sucks to be my number 1 fan

Cause I'm the man who is ashamed

And I'm to stressed out to be the player

Feel like I'm still depressed today

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill

That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal

That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here

'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill

That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal

That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here

'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear

And there's still people who's mad and hate me

But the darkness created me

Yeah my name is still Ghostly

Cause I want the money and the fame

I'll still be lonely

And I'll still end up burnin' in hell, seeing the flames

I'll write every haters name

For eternal torture and pain

Still asking for the real me

Not right now I feel like I've hit my rock bottom

Still think that I could be great

I'll be the next pilar

Or I'll still be broken

I'll go back straight

To my own fucking roots

Cause I'm unspoken

I'll stop being lame

Think that I need to drop more 'till I get back my mood

Well time to go back swimming in this ocean

Like almost the industry is doing the same

I've never felt proud with my music since Painful Things

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill

That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal

That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here

'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill

That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal

That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here

'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear