burdens Lyrics

I know it's hard to be at your best

All the time, all the time

But I'd rather be on my deathbed

Before I rest or pretend I'm helpless

Burdens I can't let grow

When I'm hurtin' and can't let go-o-o

Attacks on my spirit

Had paralyzed and limited

All the traction I had

From maximizing my diligence

An interim full of habits

And seemin' like I'm not intimate

Led to grievin' my actions

Or lack thereof

Cus I didn't get

Anything done

I didn't get where I wanna be

First a day, tomorrow's gone

Then another week

I've seen it fade, I followed suit

I shot the breeze

It fired back, I'm too winded

To find a melody

I know it's hard to be at your best

All the time, all the time

But I'd rather be on my deathbed

Before I rest or pretend I'm helpless

Burdens I can't let grow

When I'm hurtin' and can't let go-o-o

My worries shifted

As soon as I understood

To earn a livin'

You gotta turn existence

Into a purpose driven

Workin' ignition

Churnin', spinnin'

Earnest and pertinent in

Multiple facets

Hold the balance

And let the moments happen

I don't ever wanna see a day

Where I give up everything

Cus someone wanted me to stay

Underneath the covers layin'

Where I can't be seen or heard

That's a version of me I hate

I know it's hard to be at your best

All the time, all the time

But I'd rather be on my next step

Before I let my worries be excess

Burdens I once held close

Nevermore, I'm not defined by lo-o-ows