Mental Marathon Lyrics

I'm just so agitated

By my dilapidated state

I've got too much on my plate

When I get berated

By my ingrained self hate

I shut down and get crushed by the weight

It's not that easy shooting the breeze

I feel that shaking in my knees

And I forget how to breath

Loneliness lasts an eternity

My savior's lost in the sea

When will they rescue me?

When I'm running mental marathons

Where every thoughts a cataclysmic outcome

All solutions spoken in a foreign tongue

I overstimulate into a doldrum

I'm always running mental marathons

Where I'm the only thing that I'm running from

Every opportunity could load the gun

To start the race

Or kill my sobriety

So thank you anxiety

It's not that complicated

I get fixated on my worth

A penny buried in the dirt

It's just a fabrication

My heart's been rocking a shirt

Sewn from the times that I've been hurt

Trust is fickle when it breaks

You can't just patch it up with tape

After you instigate

So can I trust myself in this mental state?

I break promises in haste

To intoxicate

Instead of running mental marathons

Where every thoughts a cataclysmic outcome

All solutions spoken in a foreign tongue

I overstimulate into a doldrum

I'm always running mental marathons

Where I'm the only thing that I'm running from

Every opportunity could load the gun

To start the race

Or kill my sobriety

So thank you anxiety

I'm always running mental marathons

Where every thoughts a cataclysmic outcome

All solutions spoken in a foreign tongue

I overstimulate into a doldrum

I'm always running mental marathons

Where I'm the only thing I'm running from

Every opportunity loads the gun

To start the race

To kill my sobriety

Thank you anxiety