012. Where Should I Go? (2023) ft. Mdwst LOBOZ Lyrics

Where should I go

When I'm alone

Where do I go

Man I don't know

Cuz I drift off

Whether I'm sad or I'm pissed off these cold thoughts

Invoke that smoke cough I sit down and I doze off

Probably cuz I'm always turnt up I'm turned off

Man all these thoughts really need to hold off

Cuz I just scoff every time I'm told off

And I hate how little in this life I've pulled off

Yeah, sometimes I feel like a fucking know it all

But if I know it all then tell me why I got

Weed in me, I got liquor in me

Got a nicotine addiction that's been itching at me

And I am so unhappy and I am so stressed

I know my family wants me to reach out, I try my best

Feels like imposter syndrome

Don't wanna blame someone else when I know that they're the victim

Don't wanna give you all the details, I don't spill the Lipton

Probably why I stick to all these poems and all these riddles

Trust me in my mind it scrambles its just not that simple

To tell you how I feel

I guess I would say I wish I had more time to kill

I wish for you to be happy and yeah I'll keep it real

But conversations are a 2 way street and I won't yield

When I drop all this pain, when I cry through the rain

When I miss your phone call and you don't hit me back again

I know we made plans and I miss you Dad

Honestly, I just hope that you feel the same

Damn

Okay - I'm back

I lost track of all my voice cracks

I don't mean time when I say this but

Yeah, I need a second after I wrote that

Sitting down, I choke back

Couch potato turned to smoke stack

Well this potato's about to sprout out and lash out and turn diminished trash into instant mash

My fist'll plant a pistol in your bitches ass

Make her sing and dance and then her fingers snap

At a just glance she lookin' like Aristocats

Sample as: all my lines be mix and match

You couldn't catch me dead if you had a fucking fisher's hat

You wishin' bad that you could take off from this missed pad

Subtle as a crinkle from a wrinkled bag

Demolish you on a single track

I'm ace like just like a single back

Oh, you expecting me to run it back

Hold up... this ain't about that

This about me just living life

A look inside of my mind

You know what, I'm not fine

I love you, let's just make time

Where should I go

When I'm alone

Where do I go

Man I don't know