Not the Same Lyrics

Couldn't tear the fucking words all apart

Couldn't tear these fucking wounds from my heart

Couldn't tear the fucking feelings that I sung

You ain't even you ain't even want to start

Now you coming back saying I'm your bro

Saying I'm your love, saying that you know

How you not fucking know when I told?

Like how you not fucking know my lil love?

Like how you not fucking know my lil love?

Yeah how you not fucking know my lil love?

Like how you tell me, how you tell me you was done

How you fucking said it but really fucking knew

How you fucking said it but really couldn't show

You really fucking hurt

You really fucking glanced and then you made me lost

And then you made me lapse and then you made me lost

And then you made me lapse and then you made me lost

I lost my fucking mind bout a dozen fucking times

A dozen fucking rhymes that I spit from my lungs

And then I couldn't see you, for the rest

Then I couldn't be with you anymore

I really fucking missed you all along

How could I never come back to my home?

How could I never step back to the throne?

You were my queen, you my one, you was lost

Baby wanna see me when I win now I'm gone

But I keep coming right back to the start

I push the fucking brakes on this motherfucking car

I push the fucking brakes on this motherfucker yuh

I make these fucking hits for my motherfucking love

My motherfucking son, my motherfucking daughter

Our motherfucking children that we gon' fucking birth

Yeah you and me we been the ones, yeah to do it

Yeah we been the ones babe, we been through it

All those fucking nights that, that we lose it

All those fucking nights that we ain't tuning

But I see you clear now, I'm seeing through it

But I see you clear now, seeing through it

Yeah I fucking see you for who you fucking is

Who I fucking was, it's not the same me

It's not the same me

It's not the same Zay

It's not the same Zay

Same bae, I'm not the same bae

My lil crab, my lil crab shoulda said it

Shoulda said it, shoulda said it off her brain

Shoulda said it, shoulda said it way back when

Way back when

Way back when

Way back when

Way back when

Way back when

Way back when

Way back when

Way back when

My lil crab my lil love shoulda said it

Shoulda said it way back in the summer

In the summer when we sat when I sang

You took my love you took it all

You took it, took it all you took it all

But I found my heart and I really made it through

But I found my love yeah my love is really true

Really really true yeah my love is really true

Lil crab with her big beady eyes

She could never fucking see it, it's a lot

She could never fucking say it from her heart

Never fucking said it

Admitted what you think, but you never could display it

Why you fucking talking all these feelings that you think?

Now why you coming back tryna get all on lil Zay?

I been moving on, I been going my own way

Because I had my own life, because I felt the pain

I couldn't feel lost anymore baby bae

Lil fucking crab got her pinchers in my skin

And she want to talk but she can't even come near

Said she wanna have our lil fucking babies

That she wanna nourish and flourish to grow

I had these fucking moments, I had 'em on my own

I had these fucking problems, I had to deal alone

But then you wanna say it, wanna say it no no

Say it no no

Say it no no

Say it no no

You really wanna talk but you talk a big game

But now you coming back and you wanna say the same

Yeah you wanna say the same

Wanna say you love me

Wanna say the pain was too deep so you hid it

Wanna say suppression was the ending but it's nearing

Wanna say suppression was the only fucking feeling

The only thing you clinging

You're making up excuses

But I been really knew this

I been really knew this

I just see right through this

I just see right through this

I make all of this music

Just to deal

Deal with the emotions

That I feel

To deal with the emotions

That I feel