Big Joke Lyrics

I never know what I want, I never know what to say

I told you I got to go, but now I think I'll stay

I couldn't figure it out, I question what I believe

I drew a picture of God and I don't know what I see

Look around at the life I chose

Try to fight but that's the way it goes

Fake smile and a bloody nose

I'm a big clown, I'm the biggest joke

If I told you the truth, I wonder what you would think

But I just swallow my pride and spit my blood in the sink

I think I figured it out, what you don't want me to see

I drew the face of a clown and it looked just like me

Look around at the life I chose

Try to fight but that's the way it goes

Fake smile and a bloody nose

I'm a big clown, I'm the biggest joke

Look around at the life I chose

Try to fight but that's the way it goes

Fake smile and a bloody nose

I'm a big clown, I'm the biggest joke