Love and Pain Lyrics

Suicidal thought s in my head

Everything falling apart

When you told me you gon be there me

Girl why did you lie

Why did you lie

When you knew I acted right

Told me we gon forever

No Matter The weather

I remember

That was December

Told me you gon be forever

fact I was in love with you

doesn't make me a fool

Seen a lot of evil

In this world we live in

Questioning my choices ,Decisions

In what I believe in

Fail to deep now can't breath

Stuck on one place I can't move

My Heart doesn't know what to do

Only gat love and thats for you

And now am stuck in this cage

I'll tell myself it's a phase

But moving straight to the edge

Fake smiles all over my face

Should have known

She was a curse

Heart been broken

but running my race

My eyes been dripping on tears

My Heart been dripping on blood

My life is blurred

All your P.I.Cs are burned

But you still stuck inside my head

Like Melodies I can't express

Like memories I can't explain

All this pain

I can't digest

I don't wanna stress

I just wanna rest

So i walk straight to the bar tender

Like am one of the bar members

Raise up my glass

Like I need me ice

Give me one

No Give me two

Don't care about the price

He looks into my eyes

And tell me

boy you need some advices

I look at him

But I see through him

raise up the glass

I need me some Ice

Now everything comes with a price

Talk about loyalty,love that's pricey

Heart been broken not once not twice

But maybe a couple of times

Like I lost my counting