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I got extra on my shelf just in case I wanna do it

But I tell you that I won't, no I tell you that I'm through it

Maybe if I keep on lying it will one day be the truth but not today

Felt I had to tell you dear just to let you know my feelings

Even if you disappeared I would still stare at my ceiling

I'd imagine what would happen if we made it through the darkness just the same

There's something in the sand

That makes us feel this way

But I don't understand

How to change

I got extra in my drawer just in case I wanna smoke it

I hope honestly I won't cause it messes with my focus

If I lose my mind again I'm scared I'll never get it back so I'm afraid

Had to get it off my chest I will confess I've been a liar

Lighting matches in a circle starting tiny little fires

Burning down all of the bridges that I could have walked along another day

There's something in the sand

That makes us feel this way

But I don't understand

No I don't understand

Oh I don't understand how to change

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