Reducing Opacity (2024 Version) Lyrics

I've been thinking about myself

About all the times I needed help

About all the times I lied

To me myself and I

Cause I'm just a whiny bitch

Who would want to hear this shit

No one cares, they just lie

Most can't look me in the eye

I'm reducing my opacity

Cause i'm not who i'm s'posed to be

I fucked up my own life

I can't fucking sleep at night

Choking on my own thoughts

Shit looks hopeful when its not

I'll fade into the background

Serves me right cause i'm a clown

I hope you never think of me

I hope my memories die with me

I really just try too hard

too little brains and too much heart

This world isn't built for me

Or built for my stupid dreams

All i feel is envy

For people that don't like me

I'm reducing my opacity

Cause im not who im s'posed to be

I'm afraid of myself

I will never get help

I can't be trusting anyone

Cause i fuck up and spill my guts

I'm the one left out to dry

Shits over, at least I tried

Reducing my opacity

Cause i'm not who im s'posed to be

People are afraid of me

And I just wanna be happy

Now my life is all fucked

If you really care then listen up

Please don't try to save me

Please just keep my grave clean