advent calendar Lyrics

Counting the ways

For you to leave

Counting the days

Till you're tired of me

I got a sweet treat

Each day of the week

Felt like a feat

But our ship had a leak

I knew the end

Wasn't far

Even that didn't mend

My broken heart

Counting the times

I gave up myself

Only to find

You put me on a shelf

I hate the ways

I miss your embrace

The touch of your face

Don't know what to say

I got a sweet treat

Each day of the week

Felt like a feat

But our ship had a leak

I knew the end

Wasn't far

Even that didn't mend

My broken heart

I lost my mind for a big fucking loser

Who made me wish that I found out much sooner

That I was an experiment for you to try out

And you didn't share, you took the whole amount

Your insane fucking pressure to give all of me

Now just leaves me feeling barren and empty

And now out my window, all that I see

Is a doomsday wasteland world torn at the seams

Empty and goddamn useless

This loss is so fucking ruthless

The calendar's bare bones and empty

But I still don't feel free

You devoured me

All I gave to you

I need me back

But I can't undo

I got a sweet treat

Each day of the week

Felt like a feat

But our ship had a leak

I knew the end

Wasn't far

Even that didn't mend

My broken heart

I tried to be your lover

I was your advent calendar

The treats were mine

But you stole my time

I knew the end

Wasn't far

Even that didn't mend

My broken heart