AFRAID Lyrics

It's been way too complicated lately

I'm tryna break through, I just want to shape me

But no one mentioned it'd be this hard

Damn it's crippling, make me fall apart

In my head now, scared to lose control

I been stressed out, I need to stay composed

I can't break through

I'm swerving off my road

I got to make do, woah oh

In way too deep and I can't escape

Let it move me, no I have to remain

I can't break through

When this shit gone change

I got to make do

I'm losing grip, oh

I don't know who I'm supposed to be

I wish that I could lay and pass the breeze

I try to take control of my life

I just want to make it out alive

Why we always struggle to make ends meet? drained work

Grinding everyday until were six feet in dirt

I want to know

It's hard to find the right words

Aching on my back and all that pain just make me colder

Fucking up my P.O.V, it look like a facade

Burning all my energy and I didn't barely start

Lately I been working hard

I been tryna set the bar

But feel like I ain't getting payed

So I ain't making a deposit

Try to clear some space, but the walls are closing on me

So what I make mistakes, I don't mean to hurt nobody

In my head now, scared to lose control

I been stressed out, I need to stay composed

I can't break through

I'm swerving off my road

I got to make do, woah oh

In way too deep and I can't escape

Let it move me, no I have to remain

I can't break through

When this shit gone change

I got to make do

I'm losing grip, oh

No escape, don't feel like there's no escape

Looking for a better life

Good things out for those who wait

I'm tired on the inside, but I don't want to die

I just want to hide, worried I won't do it right

Stay devout, pray to god that I make it out

Get my back and I'll pay it down

Got my hand and I'll lay it down, that's tenfold

Break the doubts

For the top what I'm chasing now

Pick and choose who you want to be

And don't waste time, you got to take a route

Fall off of my track, dig myself up when I rap

Mom addicted to the drugs, but she got help for the best

Wishing peace all for the rest

Don't forget the one's who died

Got to hold my tunnel vision down, I can't lose sight

I don't know if I could do this

Take it slow before I lose it

Oh woah

In my head now, scared to lose control

I been stressed out, I need to stay composed

I can't break through

I'm swerving off my road

I got to make do, woah oh

In way too deep and I can't escape

Let it move me, no I have to remain

I can't break through

When this shit gone change

I got to make do

I'm losing grip, oh