Who Ain't Lyrics

Don't wanna worry 'bout who with me and who ain't

I could tell you stories about glory, about pain

I took too much drugs, now they pumping out my veins

Yeah, I seen 'em drop, man he was gushing from his brain

And every time I think about my struggles, give me chills

I got PTSD, that's why I'm sticking to these pills

I'm not tryna be mean, I'm just so scared to show the real me

I take these drugs without thinking if they could kill me

I can't just sit here and pretend 'bout what it is

I won't say I love you if I know that shit is fiction

Drugs, money, sex, I'm submitting to my addictions

They turn your flaws into weapons, I keep 'em hidden

I'm so afraid to go through torture alone

Hidden enemies, I pray my brothers never do me wrong

Had to take a step outside myself to see I'm staying strong

And now I need to feel it

Different presi's in my pocket, that shit keep me out my feelings

That shit keep me out my feelings

I take these drugs just so I won't become a villain

I could really get to spazzing, but I've been making a killing

And that's keeping me from killing

And that's keeping me from dying in the trenches to a victim

These niggas sad

I just keep myself from reminiscing 'bout different shit that I had

Had to end another chapter of my life, it's in the past

And now I'm tryna run me up some pape, I'm in my bag

Different money, different circle, different swag

Now, I'm in my birkin, fuck remembering what I had

Time to make a movie in this booth, I'm in my act

I know they ain't built like me for this and that's a fact

I could tell you how I get a couple dollars in the trap

I could tell you how I'm living, how I get it, where I'm at

I could tell you different stories, and the proof is in the flesh

Don't wanna worry 'bout who with me and who ain't

I could tell you stories about glory, about pain

I took too much drugs, now they pumping out my veins

Yeah, I seen 'em drop, man he was gushing from his brain

And every time I think about my struggles, give me chills

I got PTSD, that's why I'm sticking to these pills

I'm not tryna be mean, I'm just so scared to show the real me

I take these drugs without thinking if they could kill me

It starts to feel like everything in slow motion

Slowing me down, and pushing me out, when I come around

I try to see through it, but I'm in a cloud

Been smoking so much, I've been high in the clouds

So high, I can't figure these faces that crowd

Can't figure 'em out

And now it's the demon in my mind that lingers around

And I tried to kill it, I mean I tried to fix it

You see these tears is falling, but I'm not tryna feel it

Gave 'em 2 to the head, I swear that trauma different

Wishing they took me instead, 'cause you had time to get it right

And all they ever do is criticize

I've been through pain and you can see it in my eyes

Know they depending, you can see it in my thrive

I'm just one person, but living for many lives

Don't wanna worry 'bout who with me and who ain't

I could tell you stories about glory, about pain

I took too much drugs, now they pumping out my veins

Yeah, I seen 'em drop, man he was gushing from his brain

And every time I think about my struggles, give me chills

I got PTSD, that's why I'm sticking to these pills

I'm not tryna be mean, I'm just so scared to show the real me

I take these drugs without thinking if they could kill me