Apologies Lyrics

What if I stopped everything will it finished itself

What if my dreams got shot now it's pleading for help

What if I'll never blow up my voice wasn't enough

What if my optimism's dead must refrain to sound blunt fuck

But I have to

Life's just a bitch you wanna fuck stay protected

Niggas acting up acting Sus what's my issue I'm sick of my bullshit

I hate you Karon I really do

But your talents exceeds my expectations

So I'm sorry for the pain and the suffering

That I gave myself no more questioning

No more doubts no more pain no more disrespect

No more hate no more sadness I must confess

I'm not perfect don't praise me when I'm up and stuck

Or get it twisted I've worked for this without the luck

The enemy of my enemy is me

The enemy of my enemy is me

Are you completely sure that

You're done dissing me

Now you realized that

We're the same entity

You hate me but I love you

So that's means

You love me too?

I'm sorry I'm not prepared

Still willing to give you everything if giving the chance

That's my fantasy

Final destination in your memories

You probably won't remember me but I will for centuries

I loved you but this isn't healthy

You lost interest without the witness but fuck it we ball

This isn't a song I'm sorry but Fuck you for not believing in me

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