black sheep Lyrics

Yeah

This what life gone be now

I see now

Every girl I fuck feels like a rebound

Why do I gotta come up

For them to be down

And stay down

I don't got no friends from the playground

Cause momma always moved us

State to state now

I ain't know me

But I knew who the fuck I wanna be

Well, who i'm gonna be, yeah

Worked way too hard

To let you put a stain on me, yeah

Late night i'm signing out Ashanti's

Rain on me, yeah

Done with all that talking

How you say you gone ride for me

Then left me walking?

How you say you gone step for me

Instead you crawling?

Gotta send the shots at the ones

That made you a target

I don't wanna deal with fake love

When i'm in my coffin

When this shit is over

I rather not hear your sorries

Cause really you can keep that

And when this shit drops

Trust me I'll no longer need that

That's including all your feedback

Things are getting eerie

I fear that i'm gonna have to fill the cemetery

I fear that I'll probably do something

And then regret it

But what's the point on talking bout blood

If it isn't shedding?

Things start to really get to you

If you let it

That's why you need solitude

If he don't bother you

Why you bother dude?

Give a fuck about your compliments

When they had doubted you

It's like the shit is backhanded

Cause deep down inside

You know what they thought of you

For real

I'm not sure how long i'll keep going

Feelings on my sleeve

Cause I got em showing

Wouldn't trade my life

Just to fucking be you

I see hate

When I fucking, yeah

Nothing last forever

Everything is temporary

I don't get too comfortable with nobody

I don't fuck with nobody

Cause everybody nobody to me

I think I'm finally realizing

That I'm the black sheep

They was in the church

While I was thuggin in the streets

They was finding God

When I was trying to find somewhere to sleep

Can somebody pray for me?

It's hard out here I need it

Man, fuck beef

I really be out here beating my demons

And beating them I do

This my magnum opus

This ain't something to skip through

Listen to everything that i'm trying to say to you

Gourmet meal, nigga this isn't fast food

Waygu steak

This is far from a number two

Meaning that it's number one

The choice is obvious to choose

Why cry in a sedan

When you can cry in a coupe?

So lemme get a wraith

So I can see the stars align

And make a wish as I shoot, yeah

There is not a soul

That can see me in the booth

I no longer have to speak

I'll let this album be the proof

Gotta thank my last girl

I used her as my muse

She my motivation for giving you all these blues

But

I'm not sure how long i'll keep going

Feelings on my sleeve

Cause I got em showing

Wouldn't trade my life

Just to fucking be you

I see hate

When I fucking see you

You're not here

So stay where you at now

When I get right

Don't try to come back around

And you gone laugh

You can laugh all you want

But I see the future

And I see what'll come

I know you gone get yours, yeah

And then some

So when the smokes clears

You know i'm on fire

We reaching the end of this

But I can't retire