INVADER Lyrics

Back when I was younger, people saw me as a little kid

No authority, I was a sheep, and seemed so innocent

And all I ever wanted was to be treated with some respect

And all I'd ever gotten was the title of a reject

9th grade, oh my god, they ain't have no love for me

I had to go and sit in silence, deal with that shit uncomfortably

10th grade, got my glow up, now they wanna fuck with me

I went from friend zone to the end zone

And touched down on a couple G's

And they say to just be glad that I made it

Ever since I graduated,

I've been undefeated, busy cutting out the fakers

And I know a lot of niggas who be saying all that

But I really mean this shit so let's go and recap

In Middle School, I was an asskisser, people-pleaser

High School I was an asshole, I didn't need yah

Now I bring the food back to the table and I feed yah

So sick and tired of these pussy nigga bottom feeders

If I could find the old me and have him sat down

If I could tell myself from the past where I'm at now

If I could tell him all the shit that wasn't worth it

He just wanted to be perfect

And just for once to feel important

Bitch I'm motherfucking goated now

Can't believe I ever let myself feel like a fucking clown

All those fucking times I felt so fucking down

Had the world up on my shoulders

Pushing up this fucking boulder

All I ever wanted was to be older, never sober

But my heart got colder

At least I'm ballin' like some boba

But I still wasn't myself

Every time I went and stared at my reflection

I still saw the reminiscence of rejection

All the years of hate from other people

Turned into deepened insecurities

I had to start the progress on what's curing me

On some personal shit

I really wasn't loving myself

And once I realized that

Then I started getting help

All the years of hate from other people

Turned into deepened insecurities

I had to start the progress on what's curing me

On some personal shit,

I really wasn't loving myself

And once I recognized that

Then I started getting help