REFLECTIONS. Lyrics

I don't really wanna lose worth

Last year, asked myself what I'm really worth

Pen into paper really helps

Passive aggressive never helps

Therapy not for me, never works

Only made me feel worse

Only made me lose trust and doubt myself

Never help, yeah

So I'm burning the candle sage

In light of better days

In spite that might be haze

I may shine a better way

I may in a box like Cassius Klay

Before he found a better way

Fight demons everyday

But the pain is here to stay

Oh God, but the pain is here to stay

I never really doubt myself

But I never really trust myself

Spend time tryna find my worth

Don't know why I'm on this earth, yeah

Cause I don't wanna feel worse

I don't wanna feel worse

I don't wanna feel worse

What's on the bucket list? To find love and have kids

What's on the hit list? At bad bitches and some holidays

Is it all really just worth it? Wake up early in the morning

Work in another man's office

Should I just cut my losses

Quit this shit and just forfeit

Guilt trip is a nuisance

Hamstring, running out of patience

In essence, my two cents

Can never buy me a new crib

Drive in my pain in a new whip, yeah

Drive in my pain in a new whip

When AKA died, a part of me passed away

I couldn't even cry, I drank the pain away

Sad thing is, Before he died

He was so happy, Was that a disguise

If so that truly hurts me

You can die any day

Become a ghost any day Like Casper, yeah

Did he make peace with Cassper? Was there beef to begin with

Was it all clout for the cameras? Was it love and hate

Was it friendship? I hope Cass okay

I hope Kairo okay

R.I.P. A.K.A. True Legend

Cause I don't wanna feel worse

I don't wanna feel worse

I don't wanna feel worse

Look at the mirror today

Oh we gon heal today

Find love and peace today

Before the loved one pass away

They say

Hurt people, hurt people

No way

Bleed on the ones that didn't cut you

Police men wouldn't even cuff you

Revenge? No way

Find God

Bit of prayer might save you

Today I die

Don't post me on Insta

Hashtag we really miss ya

True life you didn't tell me

True life you never post me

All the likes for your story

Basking in my glory

Fake love ain't for me

Keep that shit for your followers man

Over here we ain't following man

Over here give love to the fam

Over here no phone no gram

Peace and love do die while I can, can, can

Peace a glove, fit that in a can, can, can

Dead or alive no shit for the gram, gram, gram

Dead or alive no shit for the cam, cam, cam