Challenges ft. Grizz XI & JazzeBeats Lyrics

Believe me, I was a different person

Believe me, I was a different person

Feel the same that I got this anxiety

And probably I would rather be

A constant reminder to myself

A variety of challenges

The abnormalities, insecurities

Believe me, I was a different person

Feel the same that I got this anxiety

And probably I would rather be

A constant reminder to myself

A variety of challenges

The abnormalities, insecurities

Uh, should I talk about it

Should I get it off my chest? Maybe breathe better

Cause the weight on my back is getting real heavy

Broad shoulders, big heart, but that was never enough

Maybe I should talk about it, how I feel inside

Plus it's kinda hard with all these unexpected emotions

I've been running circles,

I feel a lot, I feel nothing, nothing in between

Anxiety got me asking if I'll ever be good

BPD got me feeling like I'll never be good

Taking pills just to keep myself level-headed

Elevated, OD on my mind but I will never give in

Suicide on my mind but I will never give in

Thoughts of being happy overpower these feelings

I just wanna be better but it's a day at a time

Take it easy, don't be hard on yourself

Those words keep on ringing in my mind everyday

I know God watching, maybe this is part of His plan

But honestly, my faith been running close to the E

Mama says keep praying, It gets better with time

But I don't know how much time I have left

Maybe I should talk about it

My fake smiling, make me numb to the pain

Living happy but really I'm dying slowly inside

Fast lane living, tryna lose all of my demons

Losing control of myself, I can feel it ending

Father hold my hand, that's my final resort

But if the end comes, I hope you

Believe me I was a different person

Feel the same that I got this anxiety

And probably I would rather be

A constant reminder to myself

A variety of challenges

The abnormalities, insecurities

Believe me I was a different person

Feel the same that I got this anxiety

And probably I would rather be

A constant reminder to myself

A variety of challenges

The abnormalities, insecurities

Am I a failure if my brother isn't doing well

I usually hear the silence, how the fuck I couldn't tell

Should have known, you told me don't trip but you already fell

Tackling demons all alone it's like the NFL

But I'm glad you hit my line brodie, I'm your quarterback

Touchdown PTA, told you pack your backs

And I'm tryna stay strong the whole time, far from that

I got fear in my eyes, the tears no surprise

My head to the skies, I thank God for your life

And I'm proud of you bruv, cause it could never be me

I could've kept it inside, I could've let it kill me

If you the bigger man already, why you look up to me?

It's bad business honestly, how I'm dealing with things

I tell you talk about it, slime, but I keep it within

We done took too many losses, I just need us to win

And you were made in the image, so you really be him

You God's son, you got it son

Living through our mother's prayers, there you were the chosen one

So don't you ever think of ending, you ain't even begun

That fat lady ain't sung,

It could be dark days bro

But we gon' wake to the sun

And if it's hard for you to talk, you could give me a sign

And I will listen to your silence

Anything is better than the self-inflicted violence

You could lose the battle, win the war, keep on fighting

And it's a note to me too,

Your brother understands

And I stand for you

Believe me I was a different person

Feel the same that I got this anxiety

And probably I would rather be

A constant reminder to myself

A variety of challenges

The abnormalities, insecurities

Believe me I was a different person

Feel the same that I got this anxiety

And probably I would rather be

A constant reminder to myself

A variety of challenges

The abnormalities, insecurities