& want to die (note to self) Lyrics

Wake up

He done changed, he aint the same

What's his name, somethings changed

If you ain't got nothing good to say You can keep it to yourself

Don't you think you'd changed too If you're still learning bout yourself

Bitch you need some help, Note to self

Are you really working hard if you ain't working on yourself

Thank god I made it out and I don't wanna kill myself

Know you'd understand it too if you just ever asked for help

Got the ball, they don't like it when you drop it

Kinda cocky Walk around like Asap Rocky

Bitches used to top me now i aint even in their top picks

Nauseous, cause this alcohol got me kinda sloppy

They can't hold the same standards to themself

Cause, now I'm 22 and I don't like to play about my mental health

Cause

Now I'm thinking bout who likes me too much

Crying over these bitches too much

i been hoping for the best too much

I been in and out of stress too much

He done changed, he aint the same

What's his name, somethings changed

If you ain't got nothing good to say You can keep it to yourself

Don't you think you'd changed too If you're still learning bout yourself

Bitch you need some help, Note to self

Are you really working hard if you ain't working on yourself

Thank god I made it out and I don't wanna kill myself

Know you'd understand it too if you just ever asked for help

Bitch, I'm grateful, bitch I'm grateful, bitch I'm grateful for

Everybody in my life that's made me thankful that I'm alive

Even though I wanna die, I'm feeling like I'm Jesus Christ

I'm crucified Cause they wanna bury me alive

I hope you find your peace, even when I die

I'm too good for um

I'm too good for um

I'm too good for um

He done changed, he aint the same

What's his name, somethings changed

If you ain't got nothing good to say You can keep it to yourself

Don't you think you'd changed too If you're still learning bout yourself

Bitch you need some help, Note to self

Are you really working hard if you ain't working on yourself

Thank god I made it out and I don't wanna kill myself

Know you'd understand it too if you just ever asked for help