Cold Nights Lyrics

I remember fighting with my own mind

Darkness all around me there was no lights

They rocked with me when everything was all nice

But they aint fucking with me in them cold nights

Its okay cause I know ill be alright

Cause God is always with me watching overtime

When im all alone it's like he's right beside

Even when Im out here in them cold nights

Mmm yeah

In them cold nights

Wasnt rocking with me in them cold nights

Mmm yeah

In them cold nights

Wasnt fucking with me in them cold nights

It's crazy, the people you love they doubt you and making comparisons with others you love to spite you

Thinking they know what's going on

They always gon cut you off

While throwing them subliminals

It don't really bother me, I just stay cool

Tbh if they been what I been through

It'll bring them into reality with a new view

They wouldnt last a minute if they were in my shoes

They don't ask me how I'm doing they rather assume

Even on my worst days, thought that I was doomed

Sipping on ace of spades alone in my room

Speaking poorly about me before they know the truth

That's dumb shit

Speaking all that nonsense

You trust fund baby you need to stop all that mumbling

Ain't no discussion

I was really struggling

Stayed positive cause God showed the Beauty of it

August 18 2019

Wouldn't believe the shit that happen behind the scenes

I was blacked out drunk behind the wheel tryna sleep

Parked at the Target in Sleater Kinney

Cops pulled up asked for ID

And registration to i was to drunk to speak

And sobriety test, I failed evidently

Putting handcuffs on me like it was a leash

They towed my whip, a hefty fee and I ain't have the money

But I skrrt off out that bitch, thats thanks to my cousin

In my head I know these consequences is comin

Came down like a avalanche, so much distruction

Cool people I knew when I used to be in the club

Guess we was never cool cause none of them was showing up

At my lowest in darkness drinking till I was numb

Till God showed me the light, it was way up above

And I'm not even done

You can put the triple roshōmon in front of me

And that won't even be enough

To stop me from chasing my dreams, better buckle up

Been rapping since like I5, I'm a veteran

Passing you by with my team in them Bently trucks

Fully charged to the extreme, like a lightning struck

Talking down, don't intervene when its going up

Keep the same energy with me when I had none

Cause

I remember fighting with my own mind

Darkness all around me there was no lights

They rocked with me when everything was all nice

But they aint fucking with me in them cold nights

Its okay cause I know ill be alright

Cause God is always with me watching overtime

When im all alone it's like he's right beside

Even when Im out here in them cold nights

Mmm yeah

In them cold nights

Wasnt rocking with me in them cold nights

Mmm yeah

In them cold nights

Wasnt fucking with me in them cold nights