Close to Me Lyrics

You know I be thinking' about the people closest to me a lot

Bout what they done for me and

Just knowing that whether it be my brothas, my family, or anybody just know this all for you

I'ma get you back one day

I started thinkin' bout who close to me

Who mean the most to me

Who said they proud of me

Who said they'd die for me

Who said they love me

Who said they need me

Who said they'd never in they life just up and leave me

When I be thinking' bout that number I feel like every year it gets smaller

Lost a couple friends in 23' but my money just keep getting taller

Had a couple bad times this year, but it's not as bad as before

It's my time we in a Kobe year, Rings up in 2024

I used to care too much, but now I couldn't care less

Its just been no stress, good sex, and I'm never low on checks

Got my whole life planned out, fuck checkers, play chess

Catch me zonin' out in a conversation if we not talking' bout success

I don't care about the past, like fuck that backtrack focus on the now

Like why would I care about the gossip, when I don't even have a hundred thou'?

Being broke ain't really it's a mindset, and I'm just tryna figure out how

By the end of this year I can cash out in Newport on a 2.6 million dollar house

Nam sayin' had to grow up fast

Ten years old when my Daddy got sick so my Mom started picking up the slack

Full house feel alone time to man up, keep the tears back, tryna learn how to act

My friends Dad tryna keep me on track

All the money in the world and I could never pay you back (That's foreal I'm forever in your debt Pops)

They ain't never been real when I needed them

Down to my last I was feedin' them

Say he my brother I needed him

My dad told me he got envy in him

I'm just wishing my Uncle was still here when I die the next time I'll be seeing him

I started thinkin' bout who close to me

Who mean the most to me

Who said they proud of me

Who said they'd die for me

Who said they love me

Who said they need me

Who said they'd never in they life just up and leave me

When I was growin' up they showin up

Then 'sho enough they fingers up

Laughing at the thought of me blowing up till it worked out now they hands out

Like they believed everything I was talking' bout

But that shit is out, you had a doubt

You on the bus I'm on a different route to the City of Angels with Mike Trout

With a new car and a bad bitch

Wealthy man I am not rich

Rapper-singer high pitch

In love with the fact that I'm poppin' shit

I could wear designer with every fit

Rock a show and get the crowd lit

Just hope that my Mama is proud of it

Cause I was in a dark place and I had to do some bad things to get out of it

I guess I'm more like my Father than you'll ever know

Nice clothes

New hoes

Killer respect

G code

Only thing is I'm not a lefty

I get hurt by the people who left me

I got the world in the palm of my hands

I just wish that I didn't feel empty