i died when i was 16 Lyrics

I see my way's fucked up

But I don't intend on changing

I never say what's up

I already see all the faking

I know my hate won't front

I express it and I'm hatesick

Wake up to a hangover

Every day it's just the same shit

They all gon regret it when I walk out

Like I've always said, I'll never calm down

I don't ever really talk now

Sipping whisky till it's all out

Bitches don't care bout your heart now

And now that I've said it she might call now

I don't ever deal with fallout

I just hide and hit the bong now

Would shit change if I never saw that

Take another hit till my eyes roll back

Everything is blurry, no direction, no path

Try each day and I always fall flat

If I tried to get clean I'd just fucking relapse

Too restless, I can never relax

Tear down my past just to cover my tracks

Tried to get help once, I can never go back

Everything I do fucking hurts like shit

Fuck your help, I stay locked in my pit

Can't put work into fixing this

I'm beyond repair, disappear in the mist

Getting too high just to cope

Only peace when I'm breathing this smoke

I don't ever wanna be known

Fuck all you people, I'm alone