Paranoid ft. T.K.A & Khem Boi & Dr. Hollyhock Lyrics

I'm so paranoid about it I don't think I can afford you

Waste my life on issues saying I cannot adore you

They say love is hatred why can't I be normal

At the end of everything There's no time to be cordial

It's not up to you

It never really was

It's not up to you

[?] know I hate thr brightness of day

Hopin the light shines inside of me so i feel okay

Please get out of my way

Please get out of my way

I've been risin up and i can't hear what anyone says

Too late crosswalk i've been sick of backtalk

I cant relate why you on the freeway

I'm still on that backroad feel like i've been lost

I've been waitin for a sign everything that'll cost

Slowly movin forward losing sign of life

[?] Uselessly using my life why am I staying alive

Gotta remember my friends some are dead ends

That bitch will give me lots of experience

Learning more things that will give me a chance

Lord [?]

I'm so paranoid about it I don't think I can afford you

Waste my life on issues saying I cannot adore you

They say love is hatred why can't I be normal

At the end of everything There's no time to be cordial

Reset reset

I can tell you upset

Reject reject

No plan no plan

Demons come the end of night

Everything is not alright

Barely handle all the strife

I don't know why I live this life

It's lots of pain for me it's dangerous to stay this way

I do not need your help to find relief just Stay away

I am awake but very tired of the Day to day

Imma turn off my systems it'll Be okay

Bendin my back for these people that thinkin that they be ahead of it

These niggas malevolent they tryna taper me suck off my element

She pull up to the scenic

Finally I got meanin

And I thought I was dreamin

Nigga ain't got no feelin

Nigga ain't got no feelin

Nigga I got no feelin

And I just wanna hide from ya

And I still wanna die for ya

I'll take a life for ya

I'll take a knife for ya

But this shit won't last why the Walls be closin in

I'd be lying if i ain't in my head

I'll be drivin even if it's red

I've been tryna keep everyone fed

I'll be dyin when the singles are dead

My stories when the times go to bed

Ever since same childhood we came in the same neighborhood

And We tryna get understood

Guess who I'm [?] sick

Everytime my neck see you it just say sick

Know you not another chick

Everytime i'm texting you it just says six

Know you not another flick

My burning [?] but you make it tick

Wonder what i miss

Well I guess that's you that's just what i miss

Know you not another pic

So how you make all that cuteness fit

Don't care how rude this get

Just wondering how we mix

One two three four five six and I'm on her lip

All this kindness got me blinded

I'll admit hard to find it

Like a getaway island

Finally shinin like a diamond [?]

Grinding rhyming timing loose like ramen

Loving and [?]

But you say my name and I'm coming

Man this ain't that common

I'm so paranoid about it I don't think I can afford you

Waste my life on issues saying I cannot adore you

They say love is hatred why can't I be normal

At the end of everything There's no time to be cordial

It's not up to you

It never really was

It's not up to you