Afterlife Lyrics

Like I would put my life on it

I'd make a wife from it

Connect like Wi-Fi on it

Like I'm making a lo-fi on it

Like I put on my red glasses often

Like I paint the sky dark gray

Like I break my bones like a contortionist

Like I paint my scars and put a smile on it

Put a smile on it yeah put a smile on it yeah

Can you see me talking 'bout my soul?

I'm just bleeding out of my veins, I'm cool

Can you say you don't love me

After all these years?

After you shot me in the foot

After you acted like I'm the one who's cruel

After you blamed it on me

After you ride that dick

Can you say anything?

Close the blinds, nobody sees it

Dig your claws into my heart

I really mean it

Sneak into my bloodline

Blur my eyes, blur my mind

Throw smoke in it, disappear from around yeah yeah

Nightmares, I woke up in sweats

Nightmares, I woke up with cries

In the shower, nobody hears it

Do you remember when I was mad at you?

Actually, I was mad at myself for the shit I got into

Now I'm dealing with the hoes and frauds

I found a dealer who sells drugs

Getting rid of you is the hardest thing

That's why I'm trying it once

I just wanna quit sometimes

I'm just wandering the afterlife

What did it look like?

What was it made of?

I took my plastic shield

Tried to hide behind it

Now I've made a pillow castle

I'm stuck in that time

There is no future

My eyes are turning red

Never be that much

Maybe this time I'm really drowning

Maybe I've lost the throne this time

Maybe I'll drive my car off the road

Maybe I'll try to end this life

But maybe, just maybe

I can see roses regain their color again

Maybe birds sing their songs again

Maybe people undress their jealousy again

Maybe life gains meaning again

But maybe, just maybe

Maybe one day, but I don't think I can live long enough to see it

It's getting worse and worse every day

People cursing each other every day

That's why I'm moving to the afterlife

That's why I'm wondering about the afterlife

That's why I'm moving to the afterlife

That's why I'm wondering about the afterlife

I just wandering somethings will change

In the afterlife