If You Only Knew ft. Controlled Chaos Lyrics

If you only knew what I've been through

Life's a hellish ride, get inside and take a spin too

If you only knew what I've been through

You don't know the depths in my mind I descend to

If you only knew what I've been through

We don't play both sides, bitch, this ain't no 10-2

If you only knew what we've been through

Can't control the chaos and we don't pretend to

I'm the type of dude to fight before I shoot

But my homies ain't with that, they got nothing to lose

So before you run up on me, think what you gon' do

Popping off at the mouth, that's like lighting a fuse

That'll blow up in your face and leave way more than a bruise

I'll have your people reminiscing and my face in the news

Clips for the pussies that got loose lips

Cause you know what they say, them bitches sink cruise ships

Who dis Ambrose, bitch, a fuckin' two-time felon

We can talk about the past, but ain't no point in dwellin

It was just a little bit of bud I was sellin

Wrong place, wrong time, found out my homie was tellin

It ain't about what I did, it's what I'm tryin' to do

Never sayin' what I'm doin', but I'm followin' through

In the booth, spewin' stories of my only truth

If you been through what I done been through, you can say somethin' too

Hotter than the bottom of the shoe on a hedgehog

Hear a beat like this and all I think is take heads off

Your name's on the list, you can bet it's gettin' checked off

Say my name right or I can leave you dead wrong

I ain't write the will right, I'm over doin' it

Before I tighten screws, grab the noose and loosen it

Call Houston back, tell 'em I'm refuelin' it

And we can take off to offset all the nuisance

3, 2, 1, I'm erasin' your memories

1, 2, 3, I'm callin' out all my enemies

My man took three trips to the penitentiary

Now we makin' history off of my pen and delivery

We ain't from the sandbox, but we're buildin' castles

Tryna make a couple million, but avoid all the hassles

Look, what I jot should be locked up in capsules

And placed upon mantles, surrounded by candles

Ain't never really been on no tough guy shit

Don't gotta say much for you to know not to fuck with

(bitch)

I'd love to be peaceful, the world's so evil

You gotta keep that peace full, you don't know these people

All my bars, flying over heads, bald eagles

1, 2, 3, 4, bitch, I'm top 5, in arrest a field

Fuck all the rest in this field, I'm gettin' it

Only one Trashton Woods, who you mimicin'

Like Atlanta sucker, don't get brave now

They been starin' at the base hop off my balls

Wow, I've been livin' large, murder case on the beat

Only one can judge, Ceo, cannot wav the charge

Now don't get me wrong, this ain't one of them songs

But if we gotta take it there, I'm built army strong

Fightin' my mental demons every day, right or wrong

And yet I'm still here, guess I was chosen all along

If you only knew what I've been through

Life's a hellish ride, get inside and take a spin too

If you only knew what I've been through

You don't know the depths in my mind I descend to

If you only knew what I've been through

We don't play both sides, bitch, this ain't no 10-2

If you only knew what we've been through

Can't control the chaos and we don't pretend to