goldenboy Lyrics

I guess I would like to know

What do you know about me

That I don't

You were never supposed to exist, Roxas

What

How could you even say such a thing

Put on a mask with a smile but

I could never fool you

Gun me down I thought

That I was bulletproof

Push me back and forth like

There was two of you

A happy accident if you just

Read between the lines

And you'll see

A face tattooed with years of misery

Sunken eyes and drunken lies

I tell myself every night

Wake up amidst the chaos every day

Never thought my life would go this way

Goldenboy turned to a disgrace

Goldenboy turned to a disgrace

I don't know if I can go on

Much longer

I'm lost when I wasn't even

Tryin to wander

Try my best to put it

All in these songs but

I guess my death come

Before dishonor

I burn away my flesh to

Preserve my brain

I burn away my past so

They learn my name

Stay golden

Emotions

Deeper than the ocean

Heart broken

Wide open

But you would never know it

I'm a vessel of the void

Reflection of my choices

The outcome of never, ever

Ever ending noise

I'm not the same

You can hear it in my voice

Shine turned to rust

Still the goldenboy

Wake up amidst the chaos every day

Never thought my life would go this way

Goldenboy turned to a disgrace

Goldenboy turned to a disgrace