Today, I Thought Of You Lyrics

Still not clear

Are you still here

They say you're gone, but I can't feel it

It's been a year

My greatest fear

Won't stay a lie forever, will it?

Keeping my caution to not break this dream

They say this is grieving, but how can that be?

Running away from pictures and memories

A thought that always reoccurs

Every single time it hurts

You left me at my worst

How could I have the nerve

To face you again without ridding this curse

Before I could aim high you did it for me

When I didn't know how to believe in myself, you showed me

Today, I thought of you

No way to say what I want to

So I'll muster up

Some courage for once

Remember how much you spread smiles and love

Sisters always say your name

When I can't respond to their words, I feel shame

Our brother's don't talk, but keep memories well

Mom and Dad are strong but lost parts of themselves

We all did

We're doing our best

Even now I can't accept the fact that you left

No one's been the same

Since you left in spring that day

Still not clear

Are you still here

They say you're gone, but I can't feel it

It's been a year

My greatest fear

Won't stay a lie forever, will it?

Today, I thought of you

No way to say what I want to

So I'll muster up

Some courage for once

Remember how much you spread smiles and love

Today I wanted to

Move forward and I will for you

I'll make you proud

One way or another

The rest of my life, I'll remember you, brother.