the absence of thought. Lyrics

No one has the patience

Nobody's gonna be waiting

Nobody has what it takes them

Nobody has the patience

Nobody has the patience

Nobody has the patience

Nobody has the patience

Nobody has the patience

Nobody has the patience

Nobody has the patience

Nobody has the patience

Nobody has the patience

Directionless

Maybe I'll find something here

I'm too addicted to this

My drive has turned into bliss

My motivation turned to mist

Where have I

Been this whole time

I swear I've been right here but there's no proof from mine

I ain't been working, I'm sick of it

I guess this is just what I get for this

This life of sin has been taking it's toll

And I can't keep up with my own thoughts as they roll

My life been ending for something

I knew I'd die young but ain't seen it coming, how

It was all for nothing now

Been losing so much fucking weight

My sleeves going over my palms and I hate

My own fucking image, I'm stuck in my mind and my body

I'm just getting started

My stomach is killing me, why won't you stop it God

I let my mind wander too often

Exit the world every day but not lost and

The pain overtakes me

I don't mean to act out like this but it makes me

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

I don't find enjoyment in nothing so my life is tanking

My mind is blank

My mind is blank

My brain hurts

And my mind's worse

And my brain hurts

And my mind's worse

My brain hurts

And my mind's worse

And my brain hurts

And my mind's worse

I won't change my ways

I feel all my pain

Bit by bit I cave

My thoughts swirl in waves

Everything I feel

Is for nothing here

I don't prove it real

Just waste what I feel

I'm so used to this

I no longer wish

To be free of this

Pass on end goal bliss

It's all for nothing

But what pain may bring

Living for this thing

But won't see the end

Mom will you be proud

Dad do you see now

All those nights too loud

They pulled all these crowds

And I've fucking seen

My friends turn to fiends

Turning from this scene

Won't change shit, I see

My brain hurts

And my mind's worse

And my brain hurts

And my mind's worse

My brain hurts

And my mind's worse

And my brain hurts

And my mind's worse

I'm taking my things and I'm leaving

What the fuck have we come to

It doesn't snow no more, but it's freezing

This schedule made by who

Pain overtakes my body

I can't control myself

If anybody asks then I've got this

Please let me escape this hell

Break me apart to my very last machination, the innards of my hate

Too blind to see it, we're all in the Revelations so I'm forced into faith

Break down my craft and the innards of my creation so I'll have an escape

Smoking and popping these pills hoping for sedation but they enhance the pain

I don't enjoy a thing that I'm put against

Losing my drive quick

Going searching for pain again

As the time just ticks

I cannot seem to make amends

With this world of pricks

Burn relentlessly yet again

This world's gone to shit