soul+pain Lyrics

Okay, I see my pride getting out of the way I don't feel like I'm in the same spot

Taking commas in the parking lot I know I shouldn't have looked up to my uncle

He was selling pot, turned me into a pothead Now the visions I see are blurry

Time for me had no mercy, and I had no time for myself

I just gave it all away to my drug addiction that gon' take me to hell

Hope not, been reading the Bible lately, never knew it was for my help

While mama sad looking at me crying, over some I did

I caused my pain, my tears falling, now they dry

Cause my therapy ain't been working lately while I'm up in the stu

Getting my grudge out, while a hoe was tryna fuck with me

Get the fuck out, bitch, I don't need you

Been tryna make myself feel better Remember when my home girl gave you that Gucci sweater

Was my idea Not really, took it personally

Haven't been feeling it lately, when I'm begging for you to be better

That's how it felt when she told me that

I want you back, fuck all of that

Fuck all these snitches and all the rats, my soul hurt I felt attack

Haven't been feeling great lately, it's not about being attached

I know you mad, but one day, maybe one day

I'll grow up with you and give you a diamond ring

Have been too quiet lately, they all said I was mean

Haven't smoked from the pot, my piss clean

Fuck all these niggas that talking shit

Say it to my face, bitch

Can we please see each other and work it out

She on another date, nigga

This shit got me spaced out

And you gonna get off these corners

You gonna leave these people be

Or you the one that's gonna find yourself a new plug

You don't mean that shit

The fuck I don't

I built this shit

Me, brick by brick

And I'll be damned if I let you tear it down

Just cause you don't like the way another nigga talk

Okay, I'm back

I done relapsed

Fuck what you saying

He pulled out the mac

Stabbed me in the back

Thought you was my G

Fuck that

You betrayed me

I love you dearly

Can't change that

That's facts

These drugs ain't what I need

The society broken now

The fuck is on my IG feed

I feel so alone now

Can you come and get me

Can you heal me

When my heart chose you

Don't leave

When God put us together

Sounds like we meant to be

Don't wanna sound delusional, baby

Can you please stay with me