I Return Back To The Darkness Lyrics

I am

I am me

Trama here

Trama in my mind

Trama in the sidelines

Acid everywhere on the floor

On the doors

So much pain

So much pain

Devil is looking ways for those open doors

Hit behind me the head kidnap me

Ruin me

I'm already ruined

I'm already destroyed

So what can do I try to be me I live as me

That's good enough for me

Let me say this I'm no God But I can attract people like Rod

I'm hurting and lost constantly.

I know I have mental issues

I know I have alot issues

Never going try convice I'm the victim

I already own up who I am

I rather Say sorry and move on

I'm trying to do dirty work that no one is bold up enought to do

I'll get more and more scars as I age

Not physical but mental

I feel for those who has already given up on

I pray for you and you.

I pray for someone that's suffering afront of me

I don't need a ego boost to pray for you

I don't need glory when I pray for you

Just cause I said nothing

Doesn't mean I didn't send the word

It's already sent out to birds

Some of you atheists are like most nerdiest people ever

And most depressesd Everything black and white

No color I can't look at another when say stuff that doesn't make sense

Every touch every breath everything that I lost

Mmhm

Is with you when you when you live alone.

I'm alone

Dadada

There's no happiness when I see empty stairs

And I'm sitting here without you once again

So, I, I, I pray

Pray every night and day

I, I, I pray

Pray every night and day

Lost so many homies to the drugs to the suicide

The girls not being good enough

I just don't want to lose anymore

I only need me when I sleep

I don't need you

But doesn't mean I don't appreciate you

Words hit hard to the heart

Used to be heartbroken

Cheat and sleep with those who I wouldn't give a hot damn about

Was never into you

I was so put down by previous relationships

I just wanted to move on and start over again

No one knowing who I am and what I did

I became more depressed because the guilt ate me up

I'd rather just be alone

Atone myself in silence

Don't try to bring my dirty work into the past

Don't try to expose me because you're a hypocrite

You're no saint you're just a touch of paint

That says, attention seeker, all up your face