Survivor's Guilt Lyrics

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You man don't know nothing about no KZ syndrome man

Never been through nothing

I just had the hardest year 

Knowing my life that's a lot to say 

First lost my mans "Jeep" and then I lost man like "Cuz" in May 

More time I was taking him home so imagine the way I felt 

But them man there don't know about war so they wouldn't know nothing about survivors guilt

I just had the hardest year 

Knowing my life that's a lot to say 

First lost my mans "Jeep" and then lost man like "Cuz" in May 

More time I was taking him home so imagine the way I felt 

But them man there don't know about war so they wouldn't know nothing about survivors guilt

They wouldn't know nothing about pain, strain life and death this isn't a game 

Told mumsie don't worry at all, I won't take drugs and shots to the brain 

This was the hardest year but its calm , I'll swim in the fire and the dance in the rain 

Me and my brother we walked through the storm, like we did it before imma do it again 

4 move with grace, poker face, up my sleeve is an ace 

Buddy had thought I was slipping the nigga was tripping and then he got put in his place 

Now man isn't around look in the ground, I don't think the body was found 

Me I just sit on the throne and I laugh at my phone when I'm pouring up something that's brown 

Sxakwe called me twice, I told him "relax believe my nigga its calm." 

Anything happen I bring the Quran and go to the demons I'm screaming "Haram!"

People don't know what the fuck I've been doing, they know that its brewing, they know where I'm from 

3AM when my I picked up the phone and my sister had told me my brother was gone 

I just had the hardest year 

Knowing my life that's a lot to say 

First lost my mans "Jeep" and then I lost man like "Cuz" in May 

More time I was taking him home so imagine the way I felt 

But them man there don't know about war so they wouldn't know nothing about survivors guilt

I just had the hardest year 

Knowing my life that's a lot to say 

First lost my mans "Jeep" and then lost man like "Cuz" in May 

More time I was taking him home so imagine the way I felt 

But them man there don't know about war so they wouldn't know nothing about survivors guilt

You wouldn't know nothing about sitting in the back of the Audi and watch man take on the curve

Question life and death? what have you done? what do you think you deserve?

I'm on the freeway doing up 260 and my petrol is sat on reserve

How could I question what God has in plan?how could a nigga like me have the nerve?

How can a man ask me if I'm really about it? I've really been living this life

How can I ask the police if he's sure? how can I tell him the name of his wife?

Told my man you could take my man you could take me in but you know it's a problem you know it's a risk

I'm never worried about catching the smoke I live in the hills I'm used to the mist

Me and my brother bonded we forever RIP "Cuz" you live in my heart

I can remember the days vivid you know how it was back in the start

Way back when it was only a dream to go to the store and clear out the cart

Now every time when I pick up the phone and I look at your picture it tear me apart

I just had the hardest year 

Knowing my life that's a lot to say 

First lost my man "Jeep" and then I lost man like "Cuz" in May 

More time I was taking him home so imagine the way I felt 

Them man there don't know about war they wouldn't know nothing about survivors guilt

I just had the hardest year 

Knowing my life that's a lot to say 

First lost my mans "Jeep" and then lost man like "Cuz" in May 

More time I was taking him home so imagine the way I felt 

But Them man there don't know about war they wouldn't know nothing about survivors guilt