Overthinking Lyrics

All the nights I couldn't sleep

Staying up, thoughts on repeat

Writing down the things I feel

So these doubts could maybe heal

Cut them open so they bleed

But sometimes I cut too deep

So it feels like a crime

Can it be if it is my own heart that I hurt

How can you take a hand that's as bloody as mine?

I want it different this time

This time

I was walking down the same road

For the third time in a row

Why do my mind mess it up?

I don't think that you will stay

They never stay

You won't stay

I'm sorry for my overthinking

Although you don't even know

Of every time I almost let you go

I don't want to let you go

I'm sorry if I'm hard to figure out

When I don't know myself

But if you can then please don't let me go

I don't want to let go

Tonight I couldn't sleep

Staying up, thoughts on repeat

Writing down the things I feel

So these doubts could make me

Heal your hands as bloody as mine

I want it different this time