33 minutes Lyrics

The first time that you let me in, I was vulnerable, I was high

Opened up about our past and related cuz we knew what pain was like

Maybe we went in oblivious, I saw some hope in your eyes

My mental stability faded, I went crazy but said I was fine

Said I loved you, you know what I meant? I lied when I said as a friend

Confused when I said it the first time but no longer, I couldn't pretend

We kissed I began to depend

The start became titled the end

I know that I said I have issues, but I don't think you knew the extent

Constantly battling feelings of whether I want to live or end my life

The way you made me feel is something you can't even possibly fathom it's like, running in an open field with you,

laughing and holding your hand

Your hair in your face, your warming embrace, holding you tight as I can

You make everything go away, depression it all dissipates

Whenever I look at your face, things in my head are ok

And I know it's dumb, I was terrified that I'd overload us and I'd lose you

I guess I was right I'm an idiot, swear that I think about it everyday

33 minutes my final drive. 33 minutes to hit your line

I need your help, I don't feel alive. 33 minutes to suicide

You couldn't do anything because you moved on, I'm happy for you but I'm suffering

I stepped away from making music to focus on me and my road to recovering

So baby take care of yourself

I'll be fine inside of my own hell

I've been in here for so much time.

There's nothing left here that I can find