not okay Lyrics

You needed me I was there

I needed you, you was gone

Now i'm just here by myself, tryna see where I went wrong

Last words I said was "I love you," how you leave me alone

Like what's a king without his queen, how you leave me on my own

Now I take drugs to ease the pain, no i'm not okay

Lost the best thing you ever had, stuck in your ways

You call my name when you need me, I was on your way

No i'm not okay

On my mind like all the time, can't close my eyes to get some sleep

Girl your love, it made me numb, when i'm with you can't feel my feet

Still think bout you all the time, I'm looking back in disbelief

Had to the take them pictures out my phone, to protect my peace

In reality, I treated you like the best I ever had

How we went from swapping spit now you'n say a word when I walk past

I try to numb my pain with all these drugs, know I hate feeling sad

I had to leave your ass alone so I could go jump in my bag

Is it something that I did?

Is it something that I said?

Reminisce bout all the memories replaying through my head

Was it me?

Or was it you?

Or was it someone else instead?

Nowadays I smoke just to stop myself while i'm ahead

You needed me I was there

I needed you, you was gone

Now i'm just here by myself, tryna see where I went wrong

Last words you said was "I love you," how you leave me alone

Like what's a king without his queen, how you leave me on my own

Now I take drugs to ease the pain, no i'm not okay

You lost the best thing you ever had, stuck in your ways

You call my name when you need me, I was on your way

No i'm not okay