stuck Lyrics

Narcissistic genesis affects the way that I'm growing

Psychopathic tendencies; through my actions, I'm showing

Self loathing, but I'm breaking the habit

I'm hearing static

Hold my demons like a full automatic

Call on angels, but I know I'm not faithful

Feeling shameful, but the cameras still catching my angles

I turn the table, on a higher ground

I'm unstable. My emotions stay in "lost and found."

Never moved a pound, but family attached to the streets

Losing sanity

Complacent; Biting hands that be feeding,

Steady conceited, but beg for support

Calling out of desperation; Crying out to the lord

Can't afford to lose my brother, almost did in the winter

In the summer, realized that I am also a sinner

Now it's autumn and I'm changing the picture

Making light of my past, reading into some scripture

Hope this habit will last in exchange for the liquor

Don't know if I should stay, but its not time to go

Sometimes I need some space

These days, I'm feeling low

I need to know what I'm doing isn't negative

It's hard to show compassion when inside, I'm pessimist

Making missteps, but still tryna regain my balance

Steady moving in silence

These demons chasing like tyrants

I would be lying if I said that I'm proud of myself

Giving in to vices, knowing that its bad for my health

Brother trapped in a cell. There's no way I could help

Feeling cheated by the system with the cards we been dealt

Had to grow up too fast, but making light of my past

Made so many rash decisions, I look back and I laugh

Never tried to sell dope. Always held on to hope.

While my family looing up to posers, thinking they woke.

Always tried to stay back, Only keeping a note

I wont ever go broke. Never coming in last