Loving you is hard ft. E B E N E' Lyrics

If I'm sick of tryin and you sick and tired

Why not just give it up

It work for you but not for me

So why even work on us

Just cause you around and by me now

I'm suppose to know wassup

I ain't invest my time I can't get back

To get hit by a truck

But you tryna hold me down through the struggle

And not even give a fuck that's why I love you

Situations with your people just making it hard for me to trust it

It's a lot of shit that you been through

That's making it hard for me to love you

But you passionate when we fuckin

End up arguing over nothing

We can never have a discussion

without it ended in my cursin

I rather end it you look discussed

Bring up b*tches I tell you fuck em

Then shit lead back to me lusting

That always lead back to you touching me

I should be leaving but I LOVE YOU

I know it's hard to love me

I know that's pain for you

Sorry for lying to you

When you tryna be honest with me

I know this shit seem like it ain't working

I ain't perfect I see you hurtin

If it ain't working then close the curtains

Life is hard

But love is harder

My heart is cold

But my head is hotter

Want me to be your wife

But I'm looking for a martyr

We can make it right

You just gotta go harder

If going hard ain't what I've been doing

Then what is

You outside

But now you shining on em

I put shit on your wrist

It's not you fault I show my love

By spending money I get

But you know me I keep it P

I ain't going say what I did

Invested bank but you stole the trust

Wanted the best but you finesse me just to get your cut

Being witchu is like playing slots I guess I'm outta luck

Heard you in atl tryna get wit latto

When I wanna talk you hit the bottle

And my motto is cash rules

Wanted you to be my king

But you put me after everything

Guess it's just the shiny Things you cling to

Now that you had me I'm old news

You no longer read into

A fool in heat of confusion

But thought I struck gold it's a mirage an illusion

So what's the conclusion

No guarantee To appease you

You dangle carrots and promises

You can't keep just to tease who

Do you think it's wrong if we both can't speak the truth

I think we too far gone to see it through

Cuz life is hard but not as hard as loving you

Want me to be your wife but I'm looking for a martyr

We can make it right you just gotta go harder