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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2024

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When i die drop these bees into my casket

Never should have had me gave me my life but life's been a bastard

Born into this world full of hate what i mastered

Could have steered the world but you fucked around and crashed it

Pops tore us up left us devastated

Now i contemplate death my own blood gets premeditated

Turned me fully evil whole family nearly decimated

My pain turns to your pain make it blood rain

Last name fuck it no name carry such shame

Can't believe i came from a man having no claim

Legacy none wasn't ready for a son

I was raised by my mom other half was a gun

Seen his whole life speed by been surpassed him

Deep regret his eyes know he never took the action

Sold me out through his error tried to roll me out

I said fuck no death got me going out

So now i cry as i scribe this

Became a man without you it's been really hard to write this

What I didn't have helped ignite this

No longer can i hide this no longer can i fight this


All i ever needed was in front of me

What i didn't have turned unbreakable my name ringing thundering

Would i enter earth knowing dad became a son to me

Y'all consider death if you think that you can front on

Don't you ever think that you can fuck with me

What i didn't have turned unbreakable you can never fuck with me


Do you resent that?

To a great extent no doubt about it i hate him

Know what i mean? I hate him because

I think about what i could have been you know and um

I can't dig that man running out on your kids you know

You know father thing man but um that's just heavy to me now


Brother only one im just stacies oldest son

And im Half my father's age but he aint done the half i've done

Fought throughout this world full of rage that i crafted

Karmic debt had slaughtered me no choice i was adapted

Pops tore us up left us devastated

Now i contemplate life my own bloods getting violated

Son not the sequel superceded what he demonstrated

Studied his mistakes so im sworn not to replicate it

Desperation really brought the best of me

Turned out with less became more

Scratched to form the rawest recipe

Ima die a legend leave my music thats my legacy

You will die alone in the home that you sacrificed my life to get to see


That's just heavy to me now you know

That's just heavy

Would it have made a difference do you think?


Seen his whole life speed by been surpassed him

Deep regret his eyes know he never took the action

Sold me out through his error tried to roll me out

I said fuck no death got me going out

So now i cry as i scribe this

Became a man without you it's been really hard to write this

What I didn't have helped ignite this

No longer can i hide this no longer can i fight this


Yeah because um

I wouldn't had to go to the street to find the street people you know

To find um you know people in the street you know

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