The Good Fight Lyrics

I've been trying hard to find a piece of mind

Not trying hard enough is what I seem to find

I don't know if I'mma really be alright

I guess soon or later I'mma seize the fight

The good fight

I've been running from the time I wonder why

I'm afraid to look some people in the eyes

I'm a walking armageddon I despise

I'm asleep when all my nightmares come to life

No, I really mean it

Think I wanna be alone all my life like planet Venus

I wanna be condoned for the bullshit that I be with

I'm tryna understand myself a little in my region

I hope you understand that it's not a party

I don't need no pity I just wanna say sorry

I don't like the city but I know you're the biggest part of it

This place is kind of pretty when you know you getting to start again

Beginning out the pain is numbing

The sun was out I couldn't feel that thing for nothing

My jacket under all your coats ain't worth the cover

But I don't mind I'd rather have you over me not suffer

Your words expel a gust up in the wind of winter summer

That cold it bites my skin exposed to that big sky we're under

I'm tryna paint a picture but I don't know how

I wonder "What in the world do beings watching over think and wonder?"

That thought is loud as thunder

The packed out buildings will disintegrate and smoke will hover

The black inside my brain will dissipates in darker colors

The green inside my heart will mitigate and turn to umber

Still they look at my mind just like a dinner plate I'm in the oven

Some things don't change I say out loud as I try not to stutter

On the bitterly cold that we had stood together and confronted

"Some things will change I know", I iterate off this snowy tundra

This world has better views than here

But I just feel reluctant to leave

What's next for me?