Longing Lyrics

I've been looking for

A beautiful distraction

Or maybe just a sign

It seems

Unhelathy

I'm hoping it's benign

I had no idea

What I expected

Or maybe I'm just blind

Obsessing

Over nothing

Or trying to unwind

Am I afraid

Am I ashamed

I can't feel proud of

What I said or thought today

Should I back down

Should I renounce

I'm tired of knowing

That this feeling

Won't ever go away

My issues can't be yours

Or maybe they just might

Let me get a little closer

Idolising isn't just for one night

You think I'm crazy

You want to flee

These feeling scare both

You and I