No Longer A Lie ft. Antonia Marquee Lyrics

Why oh why ooooh

My soul is still frozen

I'm a river of ice

There is no melting

this artic tide

Still just a shell

Don't feel alive

Years haven't made anything fine

What grace, what class

So humble, so refined

Never have I seen

A more beautiful smile

So heavy, your pain

You kept hidden inside

Until the demons

They choked your vitals

In a blink, you were gone

Just escaped from this life

When I look up to the sky

And the rain mixed with my tears

I just wish I would've known

You were suffering all these years

You went off to the clouds

With that same smile

Ever so peaceful

Fully dressed in white

You went off to the clouds

With that same smile

Wish we could've danced

Just one last time

You went off to the clouds

With that same smile

At least that smile

Is no longer a lie

You went off to the clouds

With that same smile

At least that smile

Is no longer a lie

Anger and guilt and regret

At my side

I always thought

You were living the life

You laughed, you drank

You danced and you smiled

But it was all was to keep

The demons very quiet

There's no peace

I'm still haunted

When I think of your life

I hope you find joy

And a bit of warmth

The scent of flowers

Just one more thing

Won't you visit at night

A vision would help

This pain subside

Oh why

You went off to the clouds

With that same smile

Ever so peaceful

Fully dressed in white

You went off to the clouds

With that same smile

Wish we could've danced

Just one last time

You went off to the clouds

With that same smile

At least that smile

Is no longer a lie

You went off to the clouds

With that same smile

At least that smile

Is no longer a lie

You went off to the clouds

And I'm missing you now