Deserve this? Lyrics

So tell me what I did to deserve this?

My heart without you feels deserted

My love I really thought you earned it

But now I'm just sitting here and hurting

Tell me how you feel right now isn't fake

Drugs solve my problems so I take them everyday

I was tryna get to you no matter what it takes

And the took a toll on me that I hate

Getting off the flight thinking about the shit I paid

You was tryna slow down you cut off my brakes

If I was your plan b I could understand that

But all them words meant more and I can't stand that

I can't stand back and watch this shit fall

I was down bad on my ass no one to call

I thought I had this all figured out until I lost it all

So tell me what I did to deserve this?

My heart without you feels deserted

My love I really thought you earned it

But now I'm just sitting here and hurting