Sugar Lyrics

I've been in love with every boy I've kissed

It's not my fault except I know it is

I take a look around, it's getting me down

Whatever this is

I thought by now I'd maybe know my place

It's hard when all I know is empty space

I wish my heart was gone, it's taking too long

I hate that look on your face

And all I've been for the past eight years is nothing, is nothing

And all I've done this past week is cry about it, cry about it

My hands are burnt from lighting up

From pouring drinks into your empty cup

I wish this night would end, I'm far too gone to stand

I'm mad at everything I've done

I'm watching you like I watch my youth fade

Saying goodbye to everything I've made

I hate who I've become, I hate feeling loved

It's just a game I've gotta play

And all I've been for the past eight years is nothing, is nothing

And all I've done this past week is cry about, cry about it

And I've learned why the trees change colour in the fall

And I've heard that they'll take my name for no reason at all

It's been sinking in now everything is wrong

When it fades to black we'll all be dead and gone

I can't remember why I wrote this down

It doesn't really seem important now

I get back on my feet, I wish you would leave

And take me out of this town

I know I'm not but I still feel alone

I've read the books and now the end is shown

I think that I'm a mess, the hem of my dress

Is torn from walking you home

And all I've been for the past eight years is nothing, is nothing

And all I've done this past week is cry about, cry about it

And all I've been for the past six months is hopeful, is hopeful

And all I've done since last night is think about it, think about it