Thoughts Lyrics

I speak my soul in my songs,what I say is what I'm on

I had a inspiring feeling but now that feeling is gone

I'm just better off on my own,though I hate feeling all alone

But I can't help it when I think I'm doing right it all be wrong

That's why I just stay in the zone

I understand that I'm not that catchy,or maybe I should stop rapping

My thoughts just done killed my happiness

I used to be the happiest

Now I go around capping with a fake smile on my face

I was told to stay in my place

Take a step back and leave some space for you

(For you,all for you)

You said money can't buy happiness but I think that's a lie

If you buy your mom a house wouldn't she stop everything and just cry

'Cause she's happy

('Cause she's happy)

('Cause she's happy)

What it should be is that money can't buy love

You say I do to much you don't do enough

I speak my soul in my songs,what I say is what I'm on

I had a inspiring feeling but now that feeling is gone

I'm just better off on my own,though I hate feeling all alone

But I can't help it when I think I'm doing right it all be wrong

Continuous conversations with myself

Oblivious observations for my health

2,4,6,8,10 then the twelfth

That's what I count to I lower my breath

I talk about love but I also want wealth

Being independent I don't no help

I don't need you,don't need nobody else

(I don't need you,don't need nobody else)

I love and I lost I guess I paid the cost

When it's only one trying,you give your all

I guess it's my fault 'cause my heart left with scars

You blame it on me say you wasn't apart

You gave me the flags should've known from the start

When you started shading me I should've stopped

But I'm getting smarter and quick to hit block

"Message Not Sent" and I bet you in shock

That's what happen when I listen to thoughts

We left off so bad but it's not want

What you want me to say is "don't go",but I can't keep on trying 'cause I'm on a roll,but you in the back of my mind,can't worry about you i'ma stick to my grind

So,ima force a smile for while,you can't walk in my shoes not even for a mile

You say that you love me but I'm in denial

At the end of the day I'm a overthinking child

(I'm a overthinking child,At the end of the day I'm a overthinking child)

You say it's complicated but what's complicated about conversating havin' conversations

Now you mad I caught you observating now you observating me have observations

I know that I'm different I'm choosing and picking and variating through my variations

I'm like a surgeon I'm operating

I'm going through all of these operations

Maybe I'll start to meet expectations

I can keep on going for some generations

I told you no handouts or invitations

And I'm not reacting to your speculations

And I know that that's gonna keep speculating

If you know it,you know it no demonstrations

Say it to my face so we have confrontation

You hallucinating it's your imagination

I'm gonna be a star so i start preparation

Yes I do believe in manifestation

I rock with myself don't have organizations

Anything you say put quotation,quotation

My overthinking is right so let's have a celebration

That all brings me back to my thoughts

The reason I'm making this song

I speak my soul in my songs,what I say is what I'm on

I had a inspiring feeling but now that feeling is gone

I'm just better off on my own,though I hate feeling all alone

But I can't help it when I think I'm doing right it all be wrong

That's why I just stay in the zone

I understand that I'm not that catchy,or maybe I should stop rapping

My thoughts just done killed my happiness